Camouflage

I'm wearing a fake mask in school since u rejected me ;)

Mayb i reli can go to be an actor...
Even my best frens,
cant notice that i'm pretending to be happy...

Honestly,
its quite dissapointed...

But it is oso good...
coz no ppl will noticed it...
and the sad ppl will juz be me ;)

Everytime thinking about her,
i try hard to hold my tear by acting to yawn...
i am morbid but i ned to act happy...
talking some words that is against one's lie, but i said that is the truth...

In this case,
i pass for 2days=)

and not even 1 ppl notice about it!
Muahahaha x(

I'm awesome rite?
best frens?

where are all of u when i needed u?
but when u needed me, i'm owayz beside u...

In this fact,
i knew that Pay does not necessarily get the same return...

haha x)
let's continue to pretend happy by tmr and others day (:

是我不够好

你的答案，
是不可以

当我问你为什么时
你回我说，
是你不够好！

哈哈！
是吗？

事实不是这样吧
是我不够好，
不能让你完全的信赖我！

是我不够好，
让你不能把自己交给我！

是我不够好，
不能让你的脸上始终充满笑容！

是我不够好，
不能一直抽时间来陪你！

是我不够好，
和你在一起时就很少弄你笑！

是我不够好！
不能让你喜欢上我！

请不要说是自己的错，
因为我会心痛！

对不起！
是我不够好！

Tomorrow

By tmr...
it's the big day for me^^
although it is smaller thn UEC!
But it's still important for me!

Some frens agreed what i've did...
someone didn't say they disagree but i can noticed it=)

But they still support me fully^^
thx buddy^^

By tmr...
The most important word will come out from my out...
try to hav a guess bah x)

Haha...
I'm thinking of her when typing this post...
And i'm laughing happily juz bcoz my heart is now full of happiness^^

thx for giving me the happiness for thie few weeks...
^^
I love U ^^

Bcoz of u^^

Bcoz of u, i've forgotten all the bad things that happen on me

Bcoz of u, i can stay awake although i am tired during the lesson juz for replying u

Bcoz of u, i dun feel hungry even i never eat for 2 recess time

Bcoz of u, i felt happy all the days juz thinking for u

Bcoz of u, i try my best to let me to bcome a better man

Bcoz of u,

Wat the!

I juz wan to say!

I LOVE U!

Rush

Am i to rush?
That make u run away from me?
I'm sry for that...

Can u plz sms me back...
i'm scared...
i dunwan to miss the chance agn =(

before this,
i miss the chance...
and i regret...
but now!

i juz dunwan to be regret...
or i put too many feeling in this relation?
i should not put so much

as some of my fren said...
dun put all ur feeling in a relation...
except u r serious on it...

mayb i am stupid...
i put all my feeling in each relation
and i am the one who always been hurt...
haha...
funny huh?

TT

failure

Juz fail his grade7 exam test...
and break his own records...
for 1st time having fail in his list...
6 years and 6 dictation...
haha...
and now the fail come out!
OMG!

I thought i can face it...
but during the pieces...
the damn finger suddenly...
aiya...
thn the whole song rhythm broke up totally...

and i cant even concentrate on other pieces due to the pain...
damn it!

i hate the ppl that make me become like that...
honestly...

3months before...
the doctor say my body part maybe going ok...

but now...
after that stupid accident...
i left 1 year more to enjoy this!
wtf!
happy?
sad?

i dun even now my feeling by now...
laugh can cure all sickness?

dun believe that dude!
i laugh for wholeday...
and even everyday since i'm alive...
but wat i get?
failure failure and failure agn?

haha!
i cant even tell my bestfrens puiteng about this!
i cant tell how the body part broke agn...
haha!

good!
y~y~tell me y!
damn it!

Forever Down=(

I'm totally fed up with my own performance for this few days...
juz 3 easy things but i cant do this well...
by the 1st time i cant 100% comfirm i can take dictation on this exam...
and even i will fail in this exam =(
but its all my fault due to my lazyness...
so wat can i say?
haha... :(

How about that part of my body condition?
the doctor say if i continue like this...
i juz can continue for 1 more year...
so means that after 1 year,
i cant even touch u...
juz can look it from far...

i dislike it!
but wat can i do?
its the fact!

i hav to face it...
continue to pump to grade 8 in a year?
or take it slowly?

honestly,
i really dont hav the time to waste...
all my times is precious!

i'm going to lost myself for about 1 year if i continue to do like that...
haha...
wat can i do?
nthing rite?

who cause it?
that make things going from bad to worst?
i noe who is it!
but wat can i do?
那个连我都不舍得伤害的女生所喜欢的人的所作所为
我能怎样？
忍下来吗？
哈哈！

反正自己早已经是懦夫了...
忍下来又如何
她开心就好了吧？
哈哈！

我真的好开心啊！
tmd!
TT